Love

What is it with Love???
That makes me...And then breaks me?
When in love...Do I truly love?
Is it really love...Or do I think that I love?
Maybe I just love being in love...
Or love the idea of being in love?
I spent years chasing love...
In the end the one thing I truly love...
Could just be the mere pursuit of love...

Lonely Soul

The lonely soul wanders
Alone in the walks of life
No other soul as his companion
The lonely soul wanders

Alone in the daybreak
He does his duties
In the walks of life
The lonely soul wanders

Alone in the life
He meets many other souls
Who comes to be
Unfit for the lonely soul
The lonely soul wanders

As the days pass by
The lonely soul became
More lonely, with no other
souls as his companion
The lonely soul wanders

Alone in the walks of life
The lonely soul decides
Not to die, but to face
Life in all its hardships
The lonely soul wanders........

Your Picture!!

I have never seen anyone’s photo
With such longing.
But when I come to the last page
I can’t close the album.
I trace my fingers over your eyes,
Feeling the warmth of your tears.
I weep yet still you look at me
Not saying a word,
Not responding to the warmth of my hands.
Days come and go,
And every day, many times,
When I come to the last page,
I can’t bring myself to close the album,
You are still looking at me,
Cold and silent.

Tit or Tat!!

Laugh, and the world laughs with you;
Weep, and you weep alone.

Sing, and the hills will answer;
Sigh, it is lost on the air.

Rejoice, and people will seek you;
Grieve, and they turn and go.

Be glad, and your friends are many;
Be sad, and you lose them all.

Feast, and your halls are crowded;
Fast, and the world goes by.

Run, and everyone tries to keep pace;
Stop, and you are left behind.

Lost.....

Lost in a world, that scares me to death,
Lost in a crowd, I'm losing my breath.
Lost as a boy, lost as a man,
I need to grow up, don't think I can.

Lost as a person, can't find my way.
Lost in life, every day.
Lost in worry, who am I?
All my life, I've lived a lie.

Lost to kindness, lost to love,
Lost in a sky, like a new-born dove.
Lost in thought, which I shouldn't do,
It winds me up, I can’t get through.

Lost to comfort, all kind words,
Lost to advice, it isn't heard.
Lost to those who really care,
All these people, always there.

Lost in me, I need a break,
Lost in wonder, which road to take?
Lost in a place I don't know well,
Where are you now? There's no one to tell.

Lost here, all alone,
Lost apart from the mobile phone.
Lost still, there are no calls.
I'm struggling alone, to break these walls.

Lost in mind, lost in soul,
Lost memories, nothing whole.
Lost love, lost friends,
I'm trying hard, to get through these bends.

Lost in time, lost in space,
Lost in my world, can't keep up the pace.
Lost Inside....forever........

Marriage!!

A marriage of two
is for love that is true

A marriage of two
is always something new

A marriage of two
happens sometimes out of the blue

A marriage of two
is worth it when its due

A marriage of two
is a marriage of trust

Many can find themselves lost
It can be an expensive cost

They are only very few
who have a clue
of when love accrues

A marriage of two
can be bad
A marriage of two
can be sad

You should only be glad if
A marriage of two
is for love that is true
As it will last all thru....

A Friend

A friend
What makes a friend?
A friend
Is someone that everyone needs
A friend
Is that special one
A friend
Is someone you tell everything
A friend
Is someone you never lie to
A friend
Can be of any age old or young
A friend
Is someone that is always there
A friend
Will always listen to you
A friend
Will never leave you in trouble
A friend
Will help you through the thick and the thin
A friend
Will always stand by your side
A friend
Is what I don't have....
A friend
Is what I m searching for....

Memory Lane

Travelling down the memory lane
is not all black n white
Travelling down the memory lane
is not all lacking light
Travelling down the memory lane
is not eye filled with tears
Travelling down the memory lane
brings fresh and soothing air
Travelling down the memory lane
is college, fun and friends
Travelling down the memory lane
is full of curves and bends
Travelling down the memory lane
is a test of time and mind
Travelling down the memory lane
is a joy of it's own kind

Invisible

I sit alone, invisible
A shadow glooming everywhere
A whisper in the howling wind
A hole of pity and despair

I sit alone, invisible
No one really knows me
Just a face without a name
A ghost on a silent sea

I sit alone, invisible
Never to be known
A blade of grass in an endless field
Never to be grown

I sit alone, invisible
To small to count for anything
Just a voice to soft to hear
An angel without wings

My World

I sit here alone, in this dark place
My mind has gone crazy, my heart's in a race
I sit here alone, with my thoughts gone mad
I feel I'm insane, my life's turned bad
I sit here alone, as people pass by
I scream to be heard, but can't and cry
I sit here alone, I'm all messed up
I have no control, It's time to give up
I sit here alone, I can't hold on
I'm losing my grasp, My sanity's gone
I sit here alone, My freedom is here
The struggle is over, I won't shed a tear
I sit here alone, I shall never see light
I have only darkness, In my world tonight

You are not alone!!!!

No calls, no emails
No books, no movies
No coffee, no poems
No one that says "Hey come on bud, keep your head held high!"

No photographs, No letters
No songs, no company
No mom, no dad, no preachers
No one to turn to when it all goes downhill again

No sister, no love
No friends, no neighbours
No sunshine, no light
No one to love and to comfort me in these dark days

But the thing I want the most right now;
Is someone that would talk to me:
Tell me "You are not alone"

Not alone
Not alone
Not alone

Someone who tells:
You are not alone

Alone :(

Alone Alone all alone...
Alone I sit and think
Alone I sulk and sink
Alone I start in the morning
Alone I wait in the endless night
Alone I stand and fight
Alone I pray for rainbow lights
Alone I seek the glimmer of hope
Alone I celebrate my joys
Alone I cry out my sadness
Alone I voice out my fears
Alone I listen to the my whispers
Alone I stare at the sky
Alone I sit under a tree
Alone I try to understand
Alone I seek knowledge
Alone I share what is mine
Alone I try not to be alone
Alone I live today
Alone I will die someday...(hehe)
Alone I will drift away to oblivion
Been so Alone all the way....

Lonely.......

Each day I wake up with a frown
Rumours keep spreading around town
That I'm suffering a mental breakdown

A solitary walk I walk
A lonely talk I talk
As I wander as a lonely on the lonely road

I wander as a lonely at night
I wander as a lonely on sight
I wander as a lonely at day
I wander as a lonely and pray
I wander as a lonely each n every day

Slow down, slow down
Shut down, shut down
Shutdown the lonely thing before I drown

Why can't I embrace my friends with warmth
As they can give me assistance
Save me from my lonely existence
Why do I keep fighting love
Bending it around like a curve
With my glowering face
Reserving only a lonely place,
Halting happiness to arrive in my life

Why dont I ever stop to wonder?
Why dont I ever stop to ponder?
Am I the reason for the lonely blunders?

Slow down, slow down
Shut down, shut down
Can I remove from my head that lonely crown

I wander endlessly as a lonely
Searching for a spot called homely
But my face is missing that vital smile called lovely ...

Entrapment!!

Today i was sitting and staring at the mirror.... and i saw Nitu there...

I see an image in the corner
An image of what was me

I look into his eyes…
His pain is all so clear
I wonder why he shakes like that
When someone comes near

But when I reach out towards him…
I find I’m touching glass…
And he is really me!!

I look into his eyes…
I’m shocked by his despair

Again I reach towards him…
The cold glass soothes his pain
I know that I must reach him now
Before he goes insane

But no matter how I try...
He’s still on the other side
Reaching back towards my hands
Yet longing to run and hide

And now he looks so broken
As I smash the cold hard glass
I know that I must reach him…
And I know it must be fast

I see his falling pieces…
Distorted on the floor
Contorted in so many ways
He’s broken now I’m sure

I reach out to the glass…
But he’s gone from my sight
I long to find his broken soul
I long to put it right

But I don’t know how to save him
I try so hard to call him back...

So I stare… in the mirror…
And I start to see…
All I need to do is set him free...

NituLand!!!!!

Nituland....
A place where.... we have.....
Bright shining lights,
Smiling faces,
Laughter,
Music,
Peace and love,
Timeless space,
Meaningless chat,
Deep midnight conversations....

Will also have....
My friends close by...
To need and be needed,
To help and be helped,
To listen...

My perfect world
Exists in me
You're welcome to visit...
to stay...
Pull up a chair
And together
We can see it through

Magic Mirror!!....

Mirror mirror on the wall
Show me what you see
If you really reflect it all
Show every piece of me

Behind my eyes, behind my smile
Deep into my soul
Linger for a little while
Show me all you see

Can you show the bruised and battered place in me
Can you show the part that longs to be set free
Can you show the piece of me that's mild
Can you show the adult inside the child
Can you show the heart that won't let anyone in
Can you show the innocence hiding behind the sin
Can you show the coward inside the fighter
Can you show the part that's drunk with laughter
Can you show the side where life's a joke
Can you show the piece that just can't cope

So, mirror mirror on the wall
I’ll step back so I can see
If you really reflect it all
And show every piece of me

As each day goes by

As each day goes by...
I sit back and think, Is it really so hard?

As each day goes by...
I sit back and think, Maybe they're right?

As each day goes by...
I sit back and think, What to do?

As each day goes by...
I sit back and think, Can this be true?

As each day goes by...
I sit back and think, Is time the best healer?

As each day goes by...
I sit back and think, When will things change?

As each day goes by...
I sit back and think, Can I go on?

As each day goes by...
I sit back and think, Maybe I should at least try?

As each day goes by...
They always say,
"There's nothing more to do,
You have to take life and trouble"
As each day goes by............As each day goes by...........

Loneliness...

As I lay here in my dark, and lonely room,
filled with sadness , and with gloom.
I search for your voice, but it's not there.
I reach to touch you, but touch only air.
In my heart is a loneliness that I alone must bear.
I feel all around me there is no one who really cares.
So, forgive me if I must cry out
"Is This What Life Is All About?"
to feel so empty, and cast out.
Where are the ones who said they cared!
Where are the ones who said they would always be there!
So, as I lay here in my dark, and lonely room ,
filled with sadness, and with gloom.
Forgive me if I must cry out,
"Is This What Life Is All About?"

In One Instant...

In one instant,One's life changes.
In one instant,One's heart rearranges...

In one instant,One must face the truth.
In one instant,Life is more then just youth...

In one instant,Time stands still.
In one instant,One must swallow the bitter pill...

In one instant,Ones love is past.
In one instant,There's nothing left to last...

In one instant,There's nothing to say.
In one instant,everything goes away...

In one instant,Its all over and done.
In one instant,You are not the one...

In one instant,It's all loss and no gain.
In one instant,There's nothing..but PAIN...

Why Do I ??

Why do I smile at the sound of your voice?
Why do I let you take over me as if I had no choice?
Why do I miss that electric touch?
Why do I like to have you around so much?

Why do I melt at that flying kiss?
Why do I feel like I could live forever like this?
Why do I put my heart in your hands?
Why do I answer all your demands?

Why do I tell you leaving me is not your wrong?
Why do I let you know with out you I'm not strong?
Why do I suffer even though I know it's not right?
Why do I give up even without putting up a fight?

Why do I care about you even though you hurt me?
Why do I turn my head from what's the reality?
Why do I try to hide from what is true?
Why do I still miss you?