Sunday, October 22, 2006

Stuck...

Stuck here nowhere to go,
Stuck here nowhere to hide,
Stuck here felling so low,
Stuck here nothing left on my side,
Stuck here pretending to smile,
Stuck here forcing a grin,
Stuck here gonna be for a while,
Stuck here holding it in.
Stuck here they broke my spirit,
Stuck here they broke my heart,
Stuck here starting to fear it,
Stuck here falling apart.
Stuck here all on my own,
Stuck here no one to hold,
Stuck here feeling alone,
Stuck here ready to fold.
Stuck here trying so hard,
Stuck here just wanna fit,
stuck here permanently scarred,
Stuck here until i quit,
STuck here forever....n ever.......

Me and my loneliness

I'm sitting here alone.
In this empty room
which keeps on getting emptier.

I'm sitting here alone
In this small room,
It keeps getting smaller.

I try thinking of something or someone.
But nothing comes to my head,
I'm alone…

I'm sitting here alone in this dark room,
It keeps on getting darker.
Nobody is home
I feel so alone.

I go out on the street,
I stand alone.
I see the long street,
It keeps on getting longer.
It's a dead street,
Which keeps on dying.
A silent street. A lonely street.

Nothing surrounds me;
No sound, no smell, no sight.
Nothing...

A world once filled with love n care,
Now gone...
It's gone and it's left us alone.
Me and my loneliness.........

One Last.......

I'm falling,
Falling into an abysm,
Falling through shadows,
Through darkness,
Through anger,
Through pain,
Falling into the consuming flames of doubt.

The coldness keeps me alive,
Alive when I'm wishing I was dead.
One last breath of hope
Lifts me over the mist.

The past know gone,
Gone with the happiness, the joy.
The future lies just a minute away.
A minute away from loneliness,
Just a minute away from death.

No more sadness,
No more sorrow,
No more problems,
No more life.

One last goodbye,
One last smile,
One last tear,
One last love,
One last everything.

My Buddy!!

As another day comes and goes by,
I shy away to be on my own.
I'm visited by my good friend Loneliness,
Who comforts me when I am alone.

We share an evening, speaking of how
Interesting, witty and popular I was today.
The jokes soon follow,
Realising no one else saw me this way.

We reminisce through
An array of memorable stories.
And talk hopefully of days
Full of future glories.

Loneliness is a regular visitor
And his timing is never wrong.
Although, he does have one flaw,
He always stays a bit too long........hehe

Saturday, October 14, 2006

Nobody!!

Nobody has me,
Nobody shares me,
I am complete within myself.
Nobody heals me,
Nobody hurts me,
I am immune within myself.
Nobody sees me,
Nobody hears me,
Yet I exist within myself.
Nobody shuns me,
Nobody seeks me,
So here I hide within myself.
Nobody knows me,
Nobody greets me,
Unrecognized within myself.
Nobody hates me,
Nobody loves me,
Therefore, I grieve within myself.
Nobody lives me,
Nobody is me,
I am alone within myself..............